This is my Life.
Read and you'll know what is going on....
Huixian,cL. i'm 20.
i hate being mistreated
i hate cats and lizards and snails
i love fried rice and
coffee especially ice mocha
BABY
jieying
patrina
peiling
xiuling
yangzi
liangtai
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a very long post
wednesday was a hectic day
i woke up in the morning like some ants in the wok
frantically rushed home and headed down to town for my second interview
GOSH! i nearly ruined up because i'm late
and then keep them waiting
luckily wasnt too unforgivable, i know its horrid
grr whatever. anyway its over
hais i sweated the hell out'of me, fuck.
as usual got class that nyte, rather presentation though
i went, for the sack of that stupid ass 20 marks thingy
oh wells its not smth i;m confident at
and i didnt had any chances to even take a glance and practise for once
goddamn how do i fair?
dun wanna think about it, just once and all, then done
i;m so in bad weather couldnt be bothered
hais frustrated lately, i wonder why
i;m mad at myself, everything;s like fuckingly dun go the easier way out
and my temper;s out of control, its horrible
i blew my top for venting anger
but then, things dun get any better, it got worsened instead
i made a promise to someone that i;d change
i tried but its not effectively changing
i was attentively listening to one of my classmates
presenting on Effective Interpersonal Relations Skills
i think he sounded quite logically right
ive to knock some sense into myself even im very unreluctant
hais forget it, forget it
enough of all these, its totally crazy
yesterday was peaceful, only went amk to meet her
we caught a movie, Marley and Me
ohh very nice and touching one, the Labrador;s the soul in it
so naughty and mischievous but then what a cheerful pet
imagine the whole world turns their back on you
and the only living thing is there, two words- SO ADORABLE
i;m not any animal person but it makes it so warm when your dog
stands by you and somemore wouldnt grumble and blow her top?
hahaha unbelievable
i met an old classmate in sec school at the bus stop before i went home
i was kind of in a state of shock when i saw him
quite expected but didnt expect such big change
i;m glad he told me he;s finally happier now
because he make it to the world that this is HIM
i felt totally how he did, we didnt had courage to accept the discrimination
of those sickening and retard pple that makes a big deal of it
i know its very very pressurizing at the beginning
but as you begin to realise and know what you really wanted
it is actually only yourself you have to convince
yea and now i;m considered living as myself, and happily
ohh retards please enlighten your world that humans live a thousand kind
and WE're happy, elated and joyfully enjoying lives of not being like YOUR kind
thank god
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