This is my Life.
Read and you'll know what is going on....
Huixian,cL. i'm 20.
i hate being mistreated
i hate cats and lizards and snails
i love fried rice and
coffee especially ice mocha
BABY
jieying
patrina
peiling
xiuling
yangzi
liangtai
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
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MY HEART IS BLEEDING AT THIS VERY MOMENT
AND
IT
WILL
CONTINUE
BLEEDING
FOR....
i dunno..
perhaps untill
I'M NUMB.
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fuck, fucking and fucked
i;m so fucking sick and irritated
i cant live a day peacefully
this is sickening
whatever i do, it wouldnt be appreciated
all my concern
wouldnt be valued
i hate this like fuck
i think it is meaningless
i cant even have a day for myself
i am then quite certain that
i'm better off alone
leave all these fucks
i will sleep fucking soundly tonyte
and lead tmr a fucking happy one
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how complicated.
whats done alr done
its all water under the bridge
and no point to cry over spilled milk
you know
a quarrel and misunderstanding
will drift us apart
yet every now and then
we want to be angry with each other
sometimes i;m so mad at you
so tired of quarrelling with you
its all only trival matters
weren;t they?
why create a din and make a big fuss over it?
i stared into infinity at our class photo
all the laughters seems to be hallucinating
i missed it very much
can we turn back time?
if i can request smth from santa,
i still want a time machine
i dunno why
why did you never fail to reduce me to tears
do i deserve all these?
you alwys says i;m a bad case of megalomania
i never admit to my bad
but where am i wrong?
just because i dun live the way you say hello?
trying my best to give you what you wanted
is what i ever been doing
i want to tell you;
the puzzle is the best gift i received
no one has ever given me sucha thing
though you made me ended up with the priceless tears today
i still love you
theres a place
i wun forget for life;
theres a room
i wun forget the laughters;
theres a smile
i wun forget the person;
theres the sense of jealousy
it makes me feel loved
thanks.
re-playing back on the old songs that was frequently played on the journey to school
has the feelings changed?
i would look back on those halcyon days
when i hadnt a care in the world...
can everything left
unearsed, unburied and unchanged?
happy first year annivers; baby.
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doing accounts assignment now
thanks alot to aunty agnes for helping
else i've to retake this never-understandable subject
which i dread like taking o lvl's mathematics
when i was 17!
horrible...
okae no more recalling of that
caught bolt ytdnyte
well baby's in love with it
i wonder if theres such a real cute doggie
only the CAT is disgusting, ugly, detestable and one sickening looking face
anyways the teppanyaki at amk hub
isnt that worthy for the second try
fish fillet and sliced pork tasted so blend
recently my rash came back again
i dunno if its due to fever or issit weather's too chilling
but doctor suspect its food allergy then gave me a jab
appreciated that she took care of me =)
stayed up to fix puzzle with her till late nyte
i had never thought fixing puzzle can be so enjoyable
i miss you
4days to reach 13th....
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just woke up from at least a 12hours of sleep
and im still very tired
sleeping longer and longer each day
dozing off in toilets and public transports
had turned into a norm
a tiff with mummy
i ran outta house and reached baby's place at 12 plus am ytd
i didnt had much rest
perhaps just too upset
or i'm having too much thoughts before the intension to sleep
just completed management's assignment
which was a relief
cuz it means i dun have to attend bala's lesson
still left with accounting
and i know nuts about it
its okay, due date's still about another week later
had yuki yaki with dawn and baby ytd
what a horrid dinner
the food dun taste as heaven as before
lesser choices of food and it's somewhat not fresh
because they say some foods taste sandy and smelly
urgg lucky i dun eat what they eat
=P
baby just bought f480
awww~~ so cute my dream phone
i'll buy one when i've money
she says will get me one next month (:
yeah ^_^V
i'm like so entangled with quarrels and misunderstandings lately
i hope things get better
then i'll feel happier
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