This is my Life.
Read and you'll know what is going on....
Huixian,cL. i'm 20.
i hate being mistreated
i hate cats and lizards and snails
i love fried rice and
coffee especially ice mocha
BABY
jieying
patrina
peiling
xiuling
yangzi
liangtai
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
Layout: & - nameless
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whats happenin
i wonder when can i publish smth pleasant
or at least smth happier?
i;ve no idea
cuz' when i;m happy,
smth sad expecting in the later day
what exactly do i want?
many things upset me in the day
but only you make me happy
and vice versa
but why do i still demand for smth else?
i;m too greedy i suppose
why am i never contented?
i;m kindof not waiting anything in particular
i dun feel like working
i dun feel like going to school
i dun feel like doing smth normal as usual
what is this?
degenerating myself?
no.
i;m just waiting for what i want
nothing seems right
but its not wrong either
its myself
i also want to know whats on your mind
is that so hard?
different frequency
too far the dimension
but it brings us tgt
so whats the big deal?
what it really bothers
is smth intangible
thats what i want
i really hope you get what i meant
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lousy day
sadded
i want a better day
tmr?
how about tmr....
i feel tired
i dun feel like talking
everything;s gonna be fine when
smth make up to it
i;m feeling shitty right now
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Fall For You
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me inI'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep
Because tonight will be the night that
I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find
Dedicate to Baby (:
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i love monitoress!!!
gotta look for jobs very soon
time flies and i miss something
umm i missed school per se
i miss c3-02
i miss tahir
i miss mr christian tan
i miss dennis yeo and
i miss jerlyn lim
they're my lecturers
i dun use to like them
cuz
a normal teenager wun exactly like their teachers
hahaha
esp bad student=x
i haven been good for the past 10 years though
i remember once i took the lift in school
which i;m not supposed to cuz that was meant for
disabled humans
then everytime me and my peers
ps: food eater gang
we'll RUN to the lift and frantically lookin out for teachers
just in case the door open and you're stepping on shit
mr tan caught me once and he says
either i do detention or 5 marks deducted from my work
but who cares the heck
now i missed the days in school
where we rarely study hard
excluding vivien, catrina, guiluan and kasturi
okay, they're super hardworking
AND, a role model student(:
i think its the first week of school or perhaps its the very very early first sem
smth i wun forget most probably in my life
i saw one RED NIKE BAG
that was awfully ugly at the first sight
but very eye-catching
haha
that was when i saw someone
i asked vivien
' eh who's this girl? never see her before but her bag is horrible"
then she reply
"monitoress lah"
the one who helps me alot in my attendances everyday
while curse and swearing
'this arrogant ah lian alwys late for school, ASSHOLE'
=D
then one day she text me when i was at the canteen
she says i dao never reply her message cuz i din really know whos that
for my classmates like to tease and make fun of me and my silicon backside
but that was the first time i buy her curry puffs
untill 8 months later
we went pl;s birthday chalet then
for some sad reasons to me
i offered her chicken drumlets cuz i only eat chicken wings
and then
our story begins...
pretty monitoress and me(: (: (:
one chicken drumlet has a beautiful lovestory behind
and a story with c3-02, loving BISHAN
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anniversary
i;m again upset over what has happened
why has it to be lidat
you know how much did i looked forward for the day to come
and finally
but how did the day turned out lidat
am i not understanding enough?
perhaps so
but this is me
nothing ever changes
i thought you;ve alr accepted?
i am unreasonable
i am arrogant
i am demanding
i am hot-tempered
i am easily-jealous
i am alwys nonchalent
but
i alwys wanted to treat you nicely
did i do that?
we dumped each other somewhere outside
walked away but the heart is aching
somehow one day i will realise
'i thought i was all right never giving in'
'untill the day you;re gone, i realise i was wrong'
HAPPY 10th MONTH ANNIVERS mY DEAR
thanks ice for your companion for the movie and dinner(:
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yukiyaki dinner!!
supposed a belated birthday celebration for jy and pl
clique turned up except sq and pat
happily met up after work ytd
expecting jy and pl at cityhall station with
my dear
we were so famished
=.="
then hurried to marina for yuki yaki as planned
umm my first visit there
i was excited too =x
wow~.~ lotsa ppl there and we were in the waiting queeue
hence roamed ard and we saw some sorta ufo machine to catch toy
haha as usual
we caught some toy and had 7 in total
pl, sq, pat, jy, avery, dear and me had one each
yeah!!
finally we're asked in for the dinner
okay i must say we're disgusting
hahaha
took alot of foods
had steamboat and some grilling
i dunno why we like to eat those so much
but it was just so enjoyable
or itis just the companion that matters
the most interesting part was the frying of ice cream
i didnt upload any pictures cuz its all with jy and pl
you must witness how did we play with the ice cream
my gosh
it was fresh that i played with ice cream
dear dear took many many cups of diff flavoured
and
we mixed them all with sprite and orange juice
sounds yucks
and it really tasted yucks
and then dear suggested playing some games
and the losers will eat up the yucks
goddamn
i was the first loser sabotaged by pl
and then she was the second one i think sabotaged by me
haha
carried on with jy then baby
alrights the one we ate utterly tasted like some gross and weird sickening sag
but it was so fun (: (: (:
then went esplanade roof garden
took lotsa pictures again
they just like taking photos
went home and gotta work the next day=/
i;m happy that she;s happy today too
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its freaking cold at work
i;m dozing off
and feeling super hungry
the darn office has nothing edible
except the coffee powder
yea of course
i took umpteen cups of it
yummy! (:
when theres nothing else to eat
even a cup of kopi-o
taste heavenly hahaha
okay now i;ve to save up money
school fees not paid
payment date over due
ended up with some penalty
of an additional 100 bucks?
WHAT AN ASS
it sucks when i earn for a living
when i used to earn for spending
lunch with jy, her beau and baby at thai express that day
sq and pat then patch up with us later in the day
for the movie 'house bunny'
was quite a hilarious comedy lead by anna faris as shelley darlington
shes a playboy bunny who teaches an awkward sorority about the opposite sex
only to learn that what boys really like is whats on the inside
a rival gets her tossed out of the playboy mansion
and then fate delivers her to the sorority girls from zeta
the story then develops
and thats how the seven sorority girls
have a sense of individuality
saw the previews
and was alittle interested in
NIGHTS IN RODANTHE (:
will watch it when i;ve the time
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH GEOK(:
haven seen her ever since my 19th birthday
but i doubt i can go for the dinner though
best wishes!!
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hungry hamster
the hamster dun have food to eat
grrr
JOYCE!
had food but din take my call cuz she's sleeping at home
my goodness
they;re so hungry
i showered them cuz they smells like shit
stink
i;m glad they like bread(:
goodnyte dear
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its time to learn not to ask;
'what happened?'
and after all the silence
stop asking
'what you want now?'
just how do i stop asking...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JY AND PL (:
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chomp chomp dinner
met alvin, gl and dave for dinner at chomp chomp
gl's going for ns very soon
and they were planning activities days ahead
fearing that they might not able to see gl after he's in army
haha
i think everybody;s doing fine
except upon hearing some
amazing updates at sls
umm
its like ancient times
i missed that place for some particular reasons too
anyways
dinner was nice(:
thanks dave
you take what you get
and you turn it intohonesty
promise me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
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