This is my Life.
Read and you'll know what is going on....
Huixian,cL. i'm 20.
i hate being mistreated
i hate cats and lizards and snails
i love fried rice and
coffee especially ice mocha
BABY
jieying
patrina
peiling
xiuling
yangzi
liangtai
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
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i wish everything will come to an end....
because practically,
everyday is repeating, everything is repeating
and disappointment is repeating
i guess i just got lost, being someone else
to say that its okay,
its my own lie
if you dont mind, can you hear me out..
i feel very pressurised and down
feigning a smile is tiring
i'm not sure if you're really caring?
one moment i had the world
another second reduced into nothing
this is too much, and if you should take it too?
half of myself was surrendered to your expectation
but yet is there even abit of your appreciation?
tell me how issit gonna carry on...
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quite alot to update but very lazy
because..
i'm working....
i'm working..
i'm working!
hehs
last weekend went bugis, the new shopping mall- ilumxa?
and of course with baby's companion(:
the place was huge and cold
we went there initially to shop for clothes
but ended up watching Wolverine and played arcade
the show's very nice and thrilling
like finally we can watch tgt
threatre somewhat like cathay
the old and ulu one at bj was far cry miserable
we only went there once~.~
arcade was DAMN BIG and hell lot of varieties
HAHAHA but pity, she spent alot trying to catch me one candy container but no hopes
nvm, outside sell cheaper then we catch
our movie tixs
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jet lag
if i never look up the calendar i thought today's alr may? or june... whatever
lost track of the date and day and tme
serious. i wake up everyday forgetting what was yesterday
called school but cert's only ready for collection by july
thats why i called wondering has july come yet?
adnormal. i usually dun count how many days passed
now everyday woke up by telephone calls and oftenly irritated
stoned a second, trying to sound like im not sleeping but the other party knows it
"hi good morning, erm.. sorry did i wake you up?"
me: "not really"
"oh you sound so bored over the phone, are you alright?"
me: "no worries, im just having a bad cold"
then faster end the call and back to sleep.
because why?
i sleep very late so i couldnt get up early
why i sleep late?
because i shower in the middle of the nyte ard 12 plus to 1am
and ive to wait for my hair to dry
why not just blow it with dryer?
because im simply too lazy.
okay enough
that day
a marche treat from her at vivocity
the queeue was long but managed to get a place quite soon since only two of us
yummy food(:
no pictures. we dun like taking photos ya....
everything was delicious except pasta
sort of not really cooked, hard and still HARD
then took a walk there
last week rostered at paragon
a girl asked if i want the tixs, want to go club with me
hehs im only interested in the guitar-like accessory
you want the free zouk entry can go
learnt that you've been thru so much and so many events
its not an easy matter
all the while being alone enduring the pain and excitments
eventful? happenings? or just ups and downs?
are you smiling?
do you feel happy or contented?
was it too thrilling or you're getting tired?
when all the hopes and plans were dashed and wrecked
whats the purpose of it?
and now, are things getting better?
never endings..
because i didnt participate in that part of your life
and i missed out in whatever i used to do...
life is meaningless without events
but when its too overrated, thats when it gets tired
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chomp chomp dinner
i'm thinking i'm thinking
an old fren called me suddenly and she says shes getting married
that call was an invitation to her wedding dinner
why no invitation card?=.=
i dun wanna let her down because she called and was very happy to share it with me
and i know who other received the message
but on the other hand, the venue's at malaysia
what happens if i go alone and i dunno if i'm working?
if only she reads my blessings...
went tm shopping with her ytd
actually planned to go airport ter2
to get one cookie monster cushion
but we saw it at tm so save the trip hehs
also popped by t1 but didnt really shopped
just visited the washroom there which were quite damp and dirty lor
escalator was also faulty causin one schoolboy injuried
and everybody crowded ard like bee hive=.=
headed back to hg meet up khim and the clique to chomp chomp for dinner
uhh the food still very nice as usual then they suggested to have frolicks ice cream
but the ppl there very dao!
update the pictures soon if i received.
thanks az for the gifts(:
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1316
i slept late and woke up at 8 in the morning
but i only went out at 11, went tanjong pagar
and then somerset to look for sq to collect my DKNY parfum
baby bought it for me(:
7th and 8th was baby;s 21st bday chalet, held at pasir ris- coasta sand.
jy and clique reached first while i went compass to collect
the swensen;s cake i ordered
just get the stuffs all prepared and laid out before her frens arrival in the evening
alot of foods and alcohol too then bbq started i grilled chicken wings and all
haha but some or three quarter of the time not really cooked yet
but nvm lah whatever you serve ppl also eat what ahhaha
after which i went home with jy and pl for a shower then headed back to the chalet
after picking up pat at ave1. the nyte was just pure gorging the leftovers then under the blanket sleeping.hehs
10th was pat;s bday.
as usual met them up at pasir ris, get the giftbox with cigarette and decor roses.
then proceeded to harbour front to meet the bday girl
we had lunch at one of the restaurant(i forget whats the name of the shop)
but servings was totally, unexpectedly and hilariously SMALL
we then suggested to go ps for a round of lan
we played left 4dead. umm was fun but still not really that into it because im not a gamer. just sort of alittle hooked.
speaking of which, the staff in charge of the toy machine was indeed very sucks
anyway she sucks. very sucks.
another one not far away, just at the hawker located opposite cine
they give me almost 2 plates of fried eggs but my order was oyster and carrot cake
damn.. bad service and the worst ever oyster. waste money. i still remember the faces of that 3 bitches. sucks.
12th was her actual bday so i didnt work,we had steamboat with her family at bugis
nice food there,variety was enough(: stomach bloated.
today 13th, our 16th monthsary. so actually the DKNY spray was a gift from her. i like it very much=)
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many things had happened and i decided not to pen down
because it may sounds like im grumbling which is totally not that case
still working for nokia and pretty fine. thanks to khim(:
though hadnt been in retail for quite some time
wells too many memories from then....
met khim and yz that day and we had a chat
hahaha touched on certain topics that were too often evitable
only some pple in the clique would know
anyways wq surprisingly texted us today on my way home
she says we forgotten her but i said she vanished rather
hehs we'll meet up soon these days ya
and i will remember your conference lah =.=
this girl is mad since dunno sec 2 or so
then i suddenly recalled our 5566??
hahaha leader tony lost her way untill now then come back
today baby bought me Tootsie Roll from candy empire at vivocity
no idea what issit will try it later
i did this psp casing for her and hope she likes it truely
psp supposed to put in through the openings behind one of the ears
so the case just nice and im contented and satisfied
btw this is my first attempt (:
nice?
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last weekends worked for nokia
was quite fun and partly because its a commission base
so i wouldnt spent time rotting there
hehs next week also working but i;m not sure
for the subsequent weekends still required or not
ytd caught the movie - hotel for dogs
all about dogs lah, rescuing stray dogs and provide em'
a home that'd probably take em' in
wells but i still din really had a liking to animals
esp cats. ugly and horrid
ive been leading a carefree life
gotta start smth new and decend already...
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